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Crying again.

This time from a cake boss proposal cake episode. I need help.

Ugh.

I grow so weary with these repeated bad days. I mean, I deserve them. It just…sucks, to put it bluntly.

Complete and total screw up.

15. lyrics that apply to my current situation/mood.

—>And I’ve been a fool and I’ve been blind

I can never leave the past behind

I can see no way, I can see no way

I’m always dragging that horse around

Our love is questioned, such a mournful sound

Tonight I’m gonna bury that horse in the ground

So I like to keep my issues strong

But it’s always darkest before the dawn

20. press ctrl v and post.

cntrl v and post

24. someone i’d like to be for a day and why.

I don’t know if this counts, but I’d love to be Hermione Granger. (Not Emma Watson, but that would be wonderful too.) She is one of my favorite characters from my absolute favorite book series and I’ve always admired her qualities. She is smart, determined, loyal, loving, and a provider. I’d also just want to live in the wonderful world that is magic within the Harry Potter books. Honestly, I’d be ANYONE, so long as I could be there.

Anonymous asked: 1,6,8,11

1. the person i like and why i like them.

—> This is a difficult question for me to answer, actually. I “like” a lot of people. Like, boys (I’m assuming that’s what this is leaning towards.) And I like each person for different reasons. I’m also still stuck in the past, finding it hard to see myself anywhere else. I hope that doesn’t make me a ho or anything. It’s just…a tricky situation.

6. how i’d spend ten thousand bucks.

—> I’d probably spend/save most of it for school. Hopefully I could/would be okay with myself to take maybe $1000 or 2 and go travel. Gosh I’d love to do a European tour. BAH!

8. my last night out in detail.

—>I went out on a lady date with my friend Bailey! I hadn’t seen her in a while because she goes to Ball State and it’s hard for us to get to the other. We went out to dinner and caught up and spent way more time than is probably acceptable at our table after we finished our food. We then began an adventure to Walmart to find a pair of clothes. We ended up at Target instead, didn’t buy the specific shorts, but fucked around and had fun.

11. would i rather be stranded on a desert island with someone i love for ten years or someone i hate for a month? explain why.

—>I’d rather be stranded with someone I love. Seeing as that could be my father or a best friend, I think we’d have one hell of a time. And if we ever “got sick of each other” we’d go to opposite ends of the island, cool off, and love each other again.